http://www.moma.org/interactives/exhibitions/2009/timburton/

A New Day

Extacy near familiarity,
Human Magic,
Be the Salvation,
Restrain the everyday,
Poke the web of comfort,
The hopeless Lull
Will not defy the mischiveous space.



oopphhh i need help.

Goodbye, One more time. . .

I'm looking past your face,

and that table behind you,

I'm looking past the wall,

and this house,

and this town,

this state,

this continent,

the sky,

. . .and. .this thought. . .

dahhhhh-da-daaa-da-daaa-da-daaaaa

and its all to the whisper of my harmonic hum,

drift, drifting, drift....

hmmmm-uh-mmmm-uh-mm-uh-mmmmmmm. . . .

till I'm alone,

and I feel the brush of my soft long hair as it entangles my neck,

Dancing in the cool wind,

My feet begin to pivot, and my legs and my body are just trying to keep up,

Twirling, and Spinning everything's going so fast moving in cycles,

Except the wind that's battling against my cheek,

My body collapses to the cotton like ground from not being able to withstand the dizziness that overcomes me,

I'm laying in a snow angel like fashion,

My head flops to the right to look down my arm,

It's snowing and I'm in my old pink and orange snowsuit,

Just like when I was four,

Just like when I was four. . . .

. . . Just like when I was four. . . . . . . .

everything is beginning to dissipate,

to fade to grey,

to nothing-ness,

My eyes are just beginning to straighten out,

Until I realize thing's are changing,

My body lies still. . . . until. .

My body sits still and looks up to be greeted by your face,

Greeted by your eyes,

As mine gently roll to the side,

Awaiting another blissful dizzy snow-filled day. . .

Just like when I was four. . . .

. . .Just like I was four. . .

to be passive aggressive, is always a bad deal

It's okay,

I'll grow for you. . 

You want me to be this for you?

-no, yah, of course, no, no problem

Your helping me! Where would I be without you,

I'll help you through this

It's not your fault

Yes I'll always be there

I still love you, forever

No, I knew you didn't mean it

I told you it didn't hurt me

I get that all the time, your right it is my fault

I don't look at you differently

No, it's fine

You don't have to do that for me

Of course I'm still your:

Daughter

Sister

Friend

Team mate

Pupil

Partner

I can do this, I promise you,

Trust me, trust me, trust me

I have this,

I can,

I'm sorry

I've been weird, it's my fault

I didn't mean to neglect you,

I wanted to be there,

Things are just different now,

Distant?. . .no. . .what did you say?

I'm right here

I've always been right here

You've been feeling how lately?

Sad, oh you poor thing.